Hola to all of those that continuously keep thinking I have dropped off the face of the earth.
I am seriously struggling at the moment, I think a mixture of being dismissed and general fatigue is all getting a bit much. It has seriously knocked it out of me, everything that happened at my old work place, I did however, have an interview yesterday do let’s see what comes of that. Ideally I want something part time but it’s only up the road so travelling would only be 10minutes, if I didn’t get stuck in traffic which makes full time seem slightly more appealing really!
Recovery from Lemtrada has gone absolutely smashing I think, woke up one night with a horrendous stomach ache, threw up everywhere (sorry for all the details) and went back to sleep, woke up mostly ok and just keep getting the odd funny belly, but compared to how I thought I would feel I’d say that’s pretty damn good.
I’m going to say something though and I wondered how many other MS-ers feel the same, or if it is just me in my wee head at the moment. MS is such a lonely illness. There. Said it! No taking it back. Am I the only one that feels this way? Going to be really awkward if I am!
Well, anyway! I’ve been insanely busy helping wor Lad at the new house. When I say help, I mean giving moral support and standing about making sure he doesn’t accidently knock himself out with a hammer or anything, we did however do the wiring and we now have all upstairs lights. Still no sockets but hey, baby steps right.
I can only apologise for how everywhere this post is today but I would say it’s a pretty perfect representative of how my brain currently feels. Just a bit everywhere. Trying to distract myself from pains in my legs, pins and needles in my feet. My wee brain just darts off in a thousand different tangents.
Maybe this is a good way though to collate those thoughts, a good way for me to see exactly what is going on up there. Well, we will see!
It’s Friday though, I hope you all have big plans this weekend and I can’t wait to hear all about them!
Also, I’ve been nominated for a few awards recently by some very kind people. Once I get back on my laptop I will get those posts written up!
- It’s ok that your brain is everywhere, run with it.
- Falling behind on things is absolutely fine, don’t be so hard on yourself.
- Deep breaths. It’s going to be ok.